There are things i wanna say to you
                             
Yet i have kept my mouth shut
                                           
I hid it because no one really cared before
                                         
But i did tell an empty room, like always
                                    
These water droplets leaving my eyes
                                                                                        
if i start counting the number of tear drops I've shed in your memory, real and made up;
                                                            
I'm afraid it would amount to an oceans' worth of salt water
               
Now that i see,
                  
You were different
                                                                   
Some would say you're the first and the only guy i have ever loved.
                                                                                           
Which brings me to a question that i find myself argue about a lot in my preety little head
                                                              
Was it love? Was it real enough to be associated with l-o-v-e?
                                                                            
After all we were what, 13? (That age reminds me of that justin beiber song)
                      
Did you? Ever love me?
 
.
                           
You had a girlfriend right?
 
.
                                                                                               
Sometimes i question, was there actually something or was it just me and my pretty little head!
                         
I never confessed it but:
                                      
I want these and million other answers
                                                  
I want to know entirety of your side of the story 
   
But
                                               
I’m ashamed to ask you, if we ever meet that is
                                                     
I quite literally loathe myself for falling for you. 
                                                                                                   
But then again you were; are the only one who made me feel, when i wasn’t even expecting it at all!
                                            
And oh my my! Doesn’t it all still haunts me